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“Better Days” JayFluent Prod. AndrewManlulu

Instrumental Composed by Andrew Manlulu
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LYRICS

Never had a father
Mama’s always working
No one she could look to
Heart was always hurting
And the pain cuts deep when you’re put into a position
With your back against the wall
And there’s no one there to listen
Emotions went away
Or you can say they numbed
Thoughts in her brain
Wondering why she was the one
Who had to suffer? Was it fate?
That Put her in this Place
She looked up in the mirror couldn’t stand to see her face
No feelings not a trace and yea she had to erase
All the pain in her life that‘s been put there in that place
Drip drop (blood), tick tock,
She cut her self right above her wrist watch
Fade to black, say goodbye
Her last breath she whispered why
She whispered why, with her last breath
She whispered why
 
(Chorus)
Why’d it have to happen to me
Why’d it have to happen to me
But stay strong move on
Cause there will be better days
 
Sixteen years old, homies misunderstood
Faking around a smile, pretending that he is good
So much pressure to succeed, father said he wasn’t good enough
So everything he did he thought he never ever did enough
Friends come, friends go
But not for him, he would never know
What it was like to have someone that he could vent to
To just chill with, to send texts to
To just have around when times got rough
And to add to it all he got bullied and stuff
Breaking point, He had to solve this
In the kitchen, grab the revolver
And take it to school an empty out the bullets
He had thoughts of the lead in their head before he pulled it
This was to everyone who made his life a living hell
And then he pointed the gun at himself
Why
(Chorus)
Why’d it have to happen to me
Why’d it have to happen to me
But stay strong move on
Cause there will be better days
Better days

(via heydereitscelena)